Stress

So we only have 10 days left before we fly to Philippines. I am excited but not. I know that's confusing but I am so confuse right now and I have too many things running in my head! ARGGHHH! I don't know what to think first! I feel like they're all trying to be the first in the line, you know?! From the important things to the little things that I am not suppose to worried at all! I don't know. It's making me crazy!!! Lots of questions about the wedding that I have to answer. All I want is to celebrate our RENEWAL OF VOWS around people that I want to be there but of course, I want it to be AWESOME! I want everything to look beautiful from the gowns to the shoes of bridesmaid and same to the groomsmen. All I want is cooperation. I told them whats the proper outfit but is it really hard to follow the color coding? Like really? I said red then somebody's gonna ask if it's okay to wear hot pink?! My goodness!  There's a lot more things but I don't really write all of it because I know it's going to stress me more.